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December 29, 2005

Old Cow Dog's Winter

November

11/25

Steady rain soaks the gray morning,
Its white curtain all but hiding nearer hills.

A chicken scolds old Cookie
To make room in that doghouse,
So much warmer than the nest across the yard.

Wind chime marks dawn’s passing.
Two male robins strut foolishly in the yard,
Preening for mates long gone south.

One sick fawn shows herself in my noon garden:
The laggards of the season,
Given a reprieve that ends today.

11/26: First Snow

Skiff of snow across the yard;
Broken clouds hang low and high.
Across the valley, the sun burns one blue patch
Above the storm’s roiling remnants.


11/27: Seventeen degrees

Pearly light infuses dawn’s gray cloud bank
Coyote lopes across the yard
Scattering fawns and pheasant.
Does gather to face him.
Dark shapes fade into red willow thicket.

11/28: Shipping

Chicken clucks annoyingly
At doghouse entrance:
Old cow dog’s gone early.

Heifers rumble on
To rickety old scale.
She crouches, ready.

Bleeding from her gums,
Cheekbone flowers bright red too:
Calves too fast these days.

11/30

Her boy’s long gone,
But the work remains to do.
She teaches me strength.

Stay here. Guard the house.
Help when there is work to do.
Die with your boots on.

So go ahead, chicken.
Lay your egg on yellow straw:
She'll be home tonight.

December 24, 2005

Greetings of the Season

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December 19, 2005

Santa's Elf Encounters Ground Blizzard in Southern Oregon

About a year ago, Tim ordered a pair of rawhide reins from a cowboy who used to work for us. The kid was meticulous, and talented. There also wasn't nearly enough for him to do around Quinn River in the winter, and in the manner of many cowboys, he went off looking for something more amusing for the dark months. Of course his new place, in some remote corner of southeastern Oregon, had no phone. Occasionally he'd call and leave a message for Tim, something like, "Hey how ya doin'? I'm still workin' on those reins for ya..."
We heard rumors from other buckaroos who'd seen Dusty through the summer that the reins were coming along, that they were a really nice piece of work, that he'd rebuilt them a couple of times because he wasn't satisfied with them one way or another. Finally November drew to a close, and I called a ranch that neighbored his. Did they know whether those reins were done? Yep, they were. Well, I said, I'd sure like to give those reins to Tim for Christmas. And yes it was a three hour drive up there, but I was on my way to Boise after the Christmas program to do a little shopping, and I'd come home that way if there was a way to make the connection.

The cowboy’s voice on the other end of the line was scratchy with some kind of respiratory event, but he said, “Well, sure. I gotta go over and brand there tomorrow. I’ll pick ‘em up then.”

By Sunday morning the weather was deteriorating. It was 5 degrees in Boise in the kind of red dawn that let’s you know there won’t be much sun to see by 8:00. The word from home was that it was snowing already, and I’d better either stay there or get on the road. I was convinced that I could sneak home the back way under the storm front, pick up the reins and still make it home before dark.

By the time I’d left the freeway at Vale, the snow was spitting. Thirty minutes later, winding along the Malheur River on Highway 20, I began to realize why there was so little traffic. The wind howled between the black basalt canyon walls, flinging snow first one way, then the other; the pavement was slick with ice on the turns, and there were plenty of turns. As the snow over the two-lane deepened, I fell in behind a cattle truck We rumbled along over two passes and through some juniper forest, the string of cars behind us lengthening with the hours.

Finally the last hill flattened into the Malheur Basin, and I consulted my directions to the ranch: ten miles east of Buchanan, take a left. Go ten miles to the four-way stop, take a right. Turn left when you see the indoor arena and look for the trees.

Well, there was going to be no looking for the trees; I’d be lucky to find the four-way stop. But I crept along watching the odometer, and crossed my fingers as I turned off the highway onto a county road that was starting to drift in between the sagebrush choked fences. It’s a lot longer trip when you can’t see where you’re going. Snow blew sideways, and I nearly missed the turn at the bridge that wasn’t on the directions. But finally, there it was, big old green house and haystacks crusted with snow.

The reins were hanging in the kitchen, and they were beautiful, although Bill and his wife looked a little surprised to see me. “Mom was coming the same way today, but she turned around and went home,” he grinned. Great. I waded back out through the snow with my treasure, and felt my way back out to the highway that ran south to Denio.

A scientist friend of mine reminds me that all weather is truly local. Though the snow was six inches deep on the unplowed road, by the time I was 30 miles south of Burns, the sun was breaking through the cloud cover. When I made Roaring Springs, the snow was melting: I even passed a car: it was my old Caddy and her new owner headed north to school in Crane. Over the pass into Fields the snow was still falling, and it snowed the rest of the way, but it would all be worth it when Tim opened that last package on Christmas morning and discovered, under the long johns, the present he’d really been waiting for, the one that wasn’t even from me. I got to be the elf that made the delivery, and sometimes that’s all a person needs.

December 13, 2005

It's a Sign: December 13

In the caffeine overload of the week before the Christmas program, I find myself increasingly short-tempered, even cranky. The annual Denio School candy fundraiser is way behind schedule: our candy order, $6000 worth, has been wandering the desert in the back of a FedEx truck for ten days now. People just don't deliver out here, no matter what they say, and I have dispatched Rosie, the PTO president, and her newborn son to meet the 18-wheeler outside Winnemucca at first light. The penguin costumes for the primary class are coming along, but the Emperor Penguin needs a gold nose and bow tie, and even Walmart is a 150-mile round trip. Maybe Rosie will take care of this for me too. I ponder this and all other impending crises over my predawn coffee.

My coffee maker is an overengineered, programmable marvel upon which I have become seriously dependent. At 4:45 am, the little timer goes off. I can hear it muttering to itself as I pull on my clothes in the dark bedroom and stumble down the hallway toward the kitchen. Hopping from one freezing foot to another in front of the wall heater, I ponder the disturbing truth:

this coffepot has got to be cleaned, and soon. It used to be that only five minutes passed before the brew was done. Now it's taking half an hour. I steel myself to the task. It's only 5:30am. I have an hour before I need to leave for school.
I rummage around beneath the sink. Between the muriatic acid and the rat poison, I find a dusty gallon of white vinegar. I've been putting this little job off for months, mostly because of the noxious odor that accompanies the boiling of acetic acid, coffee scum and that scaly calcification so typical of desert plumbing. But the time is now. I fill the reservoir with the full-strength liquid. Surely it'll work faster that way. I punch the Manual Start button, and wait.
Dependably enough, that bubbling sound begins, followed soon after with the wafting of nasty fumes through the house. And then the pot shuts off. What? No, this will not do. I punch Start again. Again, the beginnings of a cleaning, but the pot shuts off less that halfway through the cycle. Once more I hit the little red button. This time, there is a sound inside the machine's sleek black carapace. The sound of a small explosion, involving something made of glass . Almost-clear boiling liquid begins to leak across the kitchen counter. It's a sign. I chuck the whole mess into the deep aluminum sink, and hope, as I drive north in the breaking day, that the new gas station in Denio has coffee made.

It must be time to lay off the caffeine. Tomorrow I'll make a pot of tea.

December 11, 2005

Sunday, December 11

The fog lowers into our valley; trees begin to grow a coat of white frost. Quail move through the yard in waves and chickens lay their eggs in the warm straw of the old dog's house. Cattle trucks rumble through the yard as the loads ship out to market and winter pasture in California. Kids buy basketball shoes, practice their recorders for the Christmas program.

Coming Winter


Spiderweb bellying in the cold November breeze
Wind chimes’ summer tinkling becomes more urgent,

Cold brilliance of winter stars arcs
over the morning run to the trash barrel.
I hurry through downed drifts of dying summer
to yellow kitchen’s warmth.

Flies still circle in southside windows,
Around and around,
Hiding
From the long winter’s sleep
awaiting them.