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August 26, 2010

Weather Changes

Characterized as a ‘brief’ heat wave, my pickup thermometer read 112 degrees in Visalia yesterday at about 2:00 p.m., fluctuating between 109 and 111 on the way home to peak at 112 at 4:00 p.m. on Dry Creek Road. Thermometers at home confirmed the pickup. Thunderheads forming over the Southern Sierra have sparked fires near Tehachapi, but by Saturday we’re to expect highs in the mid-80s - significant weather changes underway.

110 in Fresno ties the record for August 25th.



MOTHERHOOD

I’ve come to know our expectant mothers, coming two-year old, first-calf heifers bred to Wagyu bulls last winter, over the past two weeks of checking them twice daily. Pastured by the house for the last month, they also parade just above the office window, slowing to single file in the narrows of outcropped granite, offering a telling perspective as they pass between the canyons north and south of the house.

There are all kinds, like people. The impatient, the nervous, the gentle; the dominant and submissive, the good mothers and others that make up the bunch of forty. Already a small number, that didn’t cycle and breed in the 70 days the Wagyu bulls were here from November through January, have begun to segregate themselves, while new mothers form nurseries with their new babies. An interesting system, they take turns babysitting as the others graze or go to water, relieving one another throughout the day.

The girls ‘close-up’ seem to hang together, almost drawn by their common discomfort until early contractions send them off from the bunch to a solitary, out of the way place to have their calf and bond with it. Some good mothers may stay away for two or three days with their new baby, leaving it hidden when they graze and go to water. But often they’ll leave it for several hours while they graze and socialize with the rest, which can be worrisome.

The full moon and 112 degree heat yesterday brought three calves in the middle of the day while I was in town. One uncomfortable girl early yesterday morning (#168), moved up the hill to have her calf. As the only one missing when I checked them in the evening, I was relieved to find her licking a black mass in the dry feed. As I approached her, it became clearer that the elongated calf was too flat and not moving, a big calf by Wagyu standards. A tough labor also, judging by the ground around them, she was addled and a little fevered in the heat, looking to hook anybody or anything that might be responsible for what her instincts said was wrong, as the rush of colostrums filled her tight bag. Last I saw her at dusk, she was lying beside it.

One may wonder whether not checking and watching these heifers would have resulted any differently, as my diligence did not save the calf – but that’s not the point of the story.

August 25, 2010

ANOTHER LANGUAGE

I am reminded when sweet Impatience leaned
upon my shoulder, breast pressed and whispering,
‘Hurry!’ – when I could not shake her, could not

ignore the reverberations within my flesh, mind
blinded and muscles bunched to get done early.
No ceremony, no blue ribbon bonus, no awards

glint from the shelf for short-lived pleasures,
but these blond slopes, cured and carved by time,
breathe easily as the living leave their shadows

under trees to graze the gloaming until full,
to find a soft bed and dark sleep. Here, another
language speaks to the world – you can read

it from a distance, short poems like colored
leaves or dandelion seeds riding a breeze –
landing between us that say who we are.

August 22, 2010

Coming to Hay

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This gray, Angus/Hereford cross, first-calf heifer brought her two-day old, Wagyu-sired calf in this morning. A big calf by Wagyu standards, I found the heifer Friday morning getting ready to calve, then couldn’t find her later in the afternoon. I finally located her again yesterday morning without her calf, but saw she’d been sucked. She’ll be a good mother.

August 17, 2010

LITTLE LOOKS THE SAME

The industriousness of insects
seems least changed by the news
that no tree grows to the sky –

            the hollow reach of limbs
            collapsed on fences, even
            the old oaks have succumbed
            to gravity, feet tangled
            with cordwood, amputated
            reminders of too much.

Time brings us to our knees
once again for a closer look –

            my father’s crawl
            across ten acres,
            jubilant to discover
            the melon vines
            my brother planted.

It’s where we go for solace,
for proof of the hereafter,
for a future without our genius
demanding shape and space –

where a troop of ants can erase
our track in the dirt, packing
sacks of seeds somewhere
underground, overnight.

August 16, 2010

First Wagyu 2010

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Age & Source: #313, August 14, 2010

August 15, 2010

North Coast - Fort Bragg

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THE GIRLS AT THE WATER WHEEL

On the other side of the wire, my reflection
leans into a black-clawed cane, gathering dust
in a Garberville restaurant before I limped in.

Ramped for wheel chairs, no pretending
here in the redwoods along 101, where tips
must get you through months of rain – kind

gesture from two logger’s daughters, hard years
past heifer prime. The ninety-pound cashier
in her eighties says that she knew the old

gentlemen who won’t be back to retrieve it.
Too much magic to believe, I’m not sure which
is which and just who is a reflection of whom.


August 14, 2010

Mrnak Herefords West - Whitmore, CA

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John & Loren Mrnak


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Robbin in the blackberries



Contact: Loren Mrnak
Whitmore, CA
(530) 472-6431

August 8, 2010

AUGUST SONG

This side of the wire,
the summer weeds
I couldn’t kill are dying now –
light-brown, brittle, little
trees shedding seeds
for next year’s spraying, tough
immigrants from farm ground
camped along the right-of-way
that can’t stand grazing –
germinating late,
but lopped-off early
after the grass turns blond
on hills beyond.

Azure, pungent little canopies,
mourning dove under mullein
ripening, the August song
of long shadows streams from ridges,
stretches darkly from blue oaks down,
before the acorns fall and deer
collect unseen. Listening,
I lean against my rock like Sisyphus,
watch an oriole and wren agree
upon the pickup’s bumper, preening
the grill for thistle seeds and
cleaning the chrome for bugs
as if I wasn’t here at all.

BEGINNING OF LIFE

It dawns upon me,
first light streaming into
shadows cascading away
into pools of heat or rain –
everyday, no two the same.

He awoke me, drug
my eyes to see another
place to put my poetry.
I understand my father now
that he is gone and I am old.

August 6, 2010

OUT LOUD

After sixty years on the same ground,
a man talks out loud, listens to the timbre
of his thoughts tossed in space, ricochet off
rock piles to settle in the dust and grass –
a discussion among friends. No one cares
if spider overhears, or snake escapes
attention, the trees know who I am.

Saluting hawks and nodding to bullfrogs
holding court in warm stock ponds
is more natural than polite as I pass,
like complimenting the mother of a good
calf, yet not the same as talking just
to yourself, hanging options like clothes
on branches, to see which way to go next.

August 5, 2010

Milkweed

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Showy Milkweed with seed pods
Greasy Creek
August 5, 2010

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Showy Milkweed with seed pods
Greasy Creek
August 5, 2010

I went back to Greasy today to see how the cows are getting along, some due to calve in 30 days. They looked great, but in that process I became intrigued with these Milkweed seed pods. The genus Aclepias, named for Aclepius, the Greek god of healing, comes from the many folk-medicinal uses of the plant’s milky substance, reportedly employed to clot small wounds and remove warts. Be careful, however, some species are toxic. Containing cardiac glycoside poisons, natives in the Southern Hemisphere used part of the plant on their spears and arrows.

I will try to photograph an open seed pod later on to show their fine seed filaments that have been utilized as insulation to replace goose down and kapok, and grown commercially as a hypoallergenic filling for pillows. The nectar was used by natives as a sweetener. The plant is also the sole source of food for the monarch butterfly larvae.


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Narrow-Leaf Milkweed with Tarantula Hawk
Greasy Creek
August 5, 2010

FINDING HOME

1.
Packed mules all-summer of ’66,
either side of the Kaweahs,
over Franklin, over Blackrock

leading a string along the sandy track
between the steep scree and beaver dams
at Upper Funston, anytime in my mind –

            gentle thud of hooves behind me,
            long strides rubbing loads and leather,
            jingle of snaps on loose draw chains –

my ears were eyes. Sometimes
you could feel the beasts inhale
before the ropes got tight, before

the story you hoped to tell exploded.
But here an excited calm collects and
glides with rainbow trout in clear pools

beavers made – here God takes
His vacation away from the phone and
leaves desperate prayers to angels.


2.
USC after Watts was surreal –
young women in crinoline, kegs
of beer, everywhere – a little

world lost in the black
asphalt and concrete, a long
day’s ride to earth left alone.

Before the war and the Sixties
came down hard, we’d slip off
to the Ashgrove on Melrose,

displaced country boys
listening for a little bit of home –
John Hammond, Lightening

Hopkins, Ramblin’ Jack
on stage, two dollar ticket,
four dollar cover, two

drinks served before the show –
and Jack is young, forty-four
years ago. Hat, boots and acoustic

ready to jump off stage and whip
the usher interrupting ‘912 Greens’—
he hollers instead, ‘Hold that gate!’

                        for Joe Botkin, Parker Kennedy & Jack

August 4, 2010

PASSING THROUGH THE GARDEN

                She tweaks her shorts, peels back the hem
                like a fruit rind, smiles over her shoulder,
                and there it is, branded on her rump: an open fig.

                                   - Henry Shukman (“Step”)

The pickup’s parked for days, and only leaves
the canyon to get mail once a week on the way
to a half-dozen stops in town, appointments
timed and mapped in my mind, thirty miles
away. Peel off the hay dust, mission objectives
detailed in the shower, clean shirt and shoes,
tall glass of ice water with lemon wedge or
plastic coffee in a leaky travel cup, I am fortified
by routine – troops at attention, assembled
for deployment as the diesel engine purrs
for combat, gray Buckstop bumpers, front
and back. Push off the buzzing sensing eye.

The gravel drive empties onto asphalt
with no white line where caravans of tourists
and the Ainley’s can bring freeway speeds
and urgency right up the middle, gooseneck
loads of faces lit with terror going somewhere -
matching mine in the mirror. A man must
ratchet his courage up, hone his eye to read
vehicles like cattle and be content to ride
drag and slip past the traps with the same grace
as pairing cows and calves. A necessary art
when living in the future that is not unlike
a rattlesnake passing through the garden.




I have begun perusing ‘New Poets of the American West’, just released from Many Voices Press and edited by Lowell Jaeger. I open books of poems somewhere in the middle, a serendipitous custom that is especially practical and rewarding with this anthology. I’ve yet to be disappointed with any of the editor’s choices: Henry Shukman from New Mexico was one of them.

August 1, 2010

TO HELL IN A HANDBASKET

We have these conversations, you and I,
about those spawned after the world was
saved –
            back when Rosie left the factory
            and some of the men came home

heroes. We had our war – remember
what it cost? And before that, Crazy K
shipping missiles to Cuba, JFK

shot down in Dallas, Bobby in L.A,
MLK in Memphis on my birthday?
Conspiracies or the crazed among us

driven by something that will not die,
that fearful and dissatisfied undercurrent
we nurture, turn commercial, profit by.

Hear the hatred rattling in the grass?
Old war babies crying in their sleep, still
believing they have had a say and glad

to have a black man now to blame. Bad
times, hard times, yes – but we’ve seen
worse immersed in self—gratification.

The rock doesn’t care anymore, rivers
laugh off the mountains, but the deserts
remember every word in our heads,

every conversation wishing more to
help find a way to keep the wagon moving
without the weight of hate.

                                               - for Robbin

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