THE REAL CLOSE
I weed around a square
smudge pot from the Forties
between the lime and lemon
to remind me of cold nights
and its red-hot pulse for hours
on nickel-a-gallon oil,
saving Christmas oranges
for wooden crates of gold.
Its bottom full of starlit
pinholes, swamping lugs
at night down orchard rows
of nettles stinging
the face of a 10 year-old
craving manhood – the real
close and lasting past me.
