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NO SECRET

E. J. told the story
how he had cowboys ease
cows around the mountain
several times to please
the banker parked below

with that grin that had been there
several times, his eye a twinkling.

Cattle scattered to the steep
brush and rock, you had to call
them out of Greasy – cows, calves
and yearlings boiling out of canyons
            – his announcement rung
with prolonged octaves rolling upwards
            into unending echoes
            where the poppies on Sulphur
            cut into the deep blue.
Being there with Earl was too spiritual
for numbers, for young appraisers
to even remember
where in the hell they were.

Dad told the story
how Cal went broke farming in Exeter
in the 30s – then went to the bank
to manage their foreclosures
– learned the best ground and got it
to pay it’s way into a real estate
business.

It’s no secret: banks have no friends,
nor any real expertise to get a job done –
            and now that they’ve leant
            what they didn’t have,
damn little sympathy once again.

                                   for Jerry



2/27: Linda Hussa’s wonderful poem “Nor a Borrower Be” sticks out in my mind as a great ‘banker poem’, illustrating the tenuous, and helpless, relationship between borrower and lender, between rough and capable hands and those of soft-fleshed paper pushers. Timely this a.m. as Citibank tanks on Wall Street once again.


Nor A Borrower Be

New pickup, shiny clean, pulls into the yard
         No hay stacked three tiers high
         No jumper cables or fix-it-all tool box
                  or handyman jack
                  or wads of bailing wire
                  or cans of staples
                  or hammer with pipe handle welded on
                  or fork or shovel
                  or pile of rusted chains
         No 30.30 resting between dining-out coyotes
         No old dog on the seat along for the ride.

A new pickup with three men inside
         shoulder to shoulder
         stiff clothes with ironed creases
         stiff faces with importance.

Walking out to meet them
         a man in worn clothes that know sweat, not starch
         rough hand
                  that sends a loop surely
                  pulls a colt sweetly
                  seals a deal
                  changes a wheel
                  and bleeds
         is extended politely
         to men
                  who won’t meet his eyes.

Inside, the woman
         sets out cream and sugar and cups of coffee
         as if in welcome.

                                    - Linda Hussa
                                    Where the Wind Lives, Gibbs Smith Publishers, 1994

Comments

The thing about cows is
you can run them around the mountain,
and maybe yet again
if your wife feeds him hot steaming biscuits,
and maybe your sister-in-law engages him
in talk
and your son shows him how to cast a loop.

You all tally
but it takes time.

You can’t make the land
rise up to be counted
more than once.

Can’t make a mark
In the same river twice.

Can’t dazzle the man
who counts
the collateral.

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